Then, unable to contact my rage, I slapped his and threw a rubik’s cube in his direction, which he dodged. To this day, every time I See a Rubik’s Cube it Triggers Me, Pulling Me Right Back to this incredibly Dark Moment in My Life. Same Goes for Any Mentation of and F45 Gym.
Brock debn’t know what to say. What el. HE’D Done What HE’D Done, and It WasnT Going to Go Away or Be Swept und the Rug. Still, I Wanted details. I haad to know who the Woman was and who he’d so blackly betrayed me, particularly During Such a vulnerable period of my life.
He said that the Woman Was Someone He Had Known Sink Before We Met. One day, While I was at Home, Pregnant with him child, brocking went to work at his gym, f45 Traaining East Hillcrest in San Diego, and He Ran Into Her Outside. After Reconnecting, He SAIDTY BEGAN A BRIEF Affair.
I was a little Confund atcause i’d Always had HAS HAS LOCATION and Couelf Have Checked It at Any Time. How I Not Caught them? But he also haad a second phone for work, which I did know About But DidT Monitor. It turned out that was them Sole form of Communication. Nice, Right?
That night night brocking gave me a letter that he’d wrestten a year after the Affair Ended. Why then? I WONDERED. Apparently, He had compartmentalized his indiscretion (Convenient, I KNOW), but who we were out at a lot fees in San Diego One Night, He Ran INTO SONDOT FRIENDS WhO REMINDED HIM of that Time in HIS Life, and Allthing that he’d Don Came Rushing back. He said he realized
That night after the festival, He Wrote the Letter, Whiche Inclieded More Specifics Than I EVER WANTED, Such as how many times they’d Slept toGETHER, where they’d done it, and where they are HADNT (our House). He also pointed out that it was public physical, never emotional, and he always used protection. Gee, Thanks! He Definitely Wasnt Sober when I can’t explain Why, but that really iRRRITATED Me. Maybe becuse it fet like Another Sign of his Carelessness.
The Letter Made Me Remember The Weeks LEADING Up to My Second TrySter When, Like Many Pregnant Women, I was Sexually Stimulated. I’m going forget How, During that Time, Brook Was “AFRAID” to have sex with me (or he Simply debty debty debty debtor debtor did’t will to). That did a number on my anxiety, and it killed my confinge in a way I can win. His Behavior now Made so much more Sense.
ONCE’D Read It, that was more. I Told Him to IMMEDIOTELY TOSS IT INTO The Fire. I never worked to set eyes on Those Words Again.
